DERRICK HOH’s NEW ALBUM!

its gonna be released july 30th this year! just when i was hard on cash. aww. but im gonna buy it ANYWAY. maybe abit later, that is.

did i mention? i was and am a big fan of derrick hoh since the competition in 2005. when it ended, i actually dreamt of him once! telling me when his album is going to be released: 20 August. so i have been like, waiting for 2 August 20ths already, and when its finally going to be released now, its not even August 20th. stupid eh. LOL. im like, dunno why am i even expecting some dream to happen. its just a dream rights. oh wells, it was just a dream.

today’s the keele’s farewell party after school! yeaps these dudes are going back! well, they weren’t with my lessons on the whole but they look a nice lot! but i guess i won’t be rather able to mix with them because of their accent and the GENERATION GAP. HAHAHA. i was kidding! but i din’t really feel comfortable talking to them, i mean, its okay, but i dun really like it. especially when in class, i like to speak in chinese even though there are malay classmates around. i’m not bad-mouthing them or what, its just that its more of a habit. when i chinese with my family and friends for like the past 16 years. so, actually, poly life is rather of a very big change for me. when i start to open up my ears to english songs, not only pop, but to alternative rock, metal, progressive rock, blues and other stuff. these has enriched my life, my music, and i hope for more of these changes that would come in slowly.

but what i want is not to lose any of what i had originally. my chinese songs, my love for chemistry and chinese, at least its something special. im just opening up, not giving up.

so, certain times i feel that im a lot more comfortable than im with my secondary school friends or friends that speak chinese, listen to chinese songs and have a bit more in common. people like bestie, renjie and CMCC mates.

but that doesnt mean anything about the rest not being comfortable with, its just a different perspective of life and people that i meet around. i love varieties, since young. and i keep my mind open to a lot more choices. just like how i do it with religious views and stuff like that. music is very much like religion, in my own thinking. people may not like what you like, like not everyone has the same beliefs as you do. therefore it is very important to show respect for any religion or styles of music that is not too much of your cup of tea. what that is your cup of tea may not be accepted too.(:

i love it how my friends know how to keep the perfect distance. its actually a lot about self discipline and stuff. they know where to stop and where to draw the line. certain people just do not know how to be sensitive enough to other’s feelings. these people should know who they are and i don’t care because these people never read this blog, simply beacuse they don’t care, and partially because i never told them. what for i should?

oh yeah. i just opened a new blog(again?!), and this time that blog shall be my novel blog. like, my stories and stuff. feel free to visit it be it is not going to be as updated as my 3 mains. and i do not want to mention the 2 inactives and 4 deleted ones. HAHAHA. the link: http://crazylicious-han.blogspot.com

alrightys. think that should be all for today(: take cares peoples, and of course to those dudes from keele. farewell and bon voyage. hope you did like SP and DMAT. we are just a bunch of super duper fun and funky people. (: